Tuesday, May 3, 2011

limitations

I've gained weight and my knee is not cooperating. I have other issues too that keep me from doing what I have visions of in my dreams, my fantasies. I map things out and it doesn't happen because my knee is swollen or I'm having immunity issues.

I want to spread your legs and lick and suck like a good girl. I want to kneel at the edge of the ottoman and massage your feet, patiently waiting for the sign that you are satisfied. I want to get on all fours and feel you riding me until we both cum.

Often, we can retreat into the fantasy, our whispers to each other and the heat between us suffice. Yet sometimes, the urge is so strong to have what we want when we want it, that reality and fantasy collide making us frustrated, disappointed perhaps.

This is when I long for your discipline and care. Make me feel like your subject even though I often can't perform as you or I would desire. Take out the belt, the hairbrush..make me choose. Let me feel the physical release of this failing desire.